By Lynnett Ndhlovu
When my family and I were going
through a faith-building phase we moved from a comfortable home to sharing a
two-bedroomed flat in a nefarious part of town. We were on the fifth floor
while the floor below us was occupied by some residents who converted their
apartments into brothels and party spots. Even the people we shared the
apartment with were of questionable means. I will admit that I had an air of
superiority when I compared myself to my sisters in Christ who partook in the
oldest profession. They were women of easy virtue, overnight companions,
prostitutes, and I was not. I never made a single friend, did not evangelise at
all and receded to staying indoors at all times. Despite all the tests God gave
me to humble myself, I would always feel and think that I was better than all
of those ladies. 3 years later, God blessed us and we left that place
moving to suburbia. It was like Heaven for me and I greatly appreciated it,
life was good again. I made a concerted effort to scrub my memory clean of
those days and assimilate back into my familiar suburban life.
As one of my hobbies, I make an
effort to look for movies or stories with Christian content or lessons,
especially for my kids. I make it a point that they watch that instead of the
usual cartoon drivel on TV. One day I found the story of HOSEA. I watched it
with my kids and they asked as much as possible. I found myself feeling quite
irritated by the people of Israel. In my head, I kept asking myself why these
ancient people would keep disrespecting God like that. I mean really! I even
went on to read the book of HOSEA and I felt more resentment towards them. As
children of God, how can we prostitute ourselves to other spirits? We can
never do such unbecoming things, right? WAIT what did the scripture say “…they
consult a wooden idol and are answered by a stick of wood. A spirit of
prostitution leads them astray they are unfaithful to their GOD” - Hosea 4:12.
I took a minute to evaluate the meaning of Prostitution in God’s eyes. I began to
reflect.
No scripture states the Israelites
performed the conventional method of prostitution that we are all aware of, The
Lord
was distressed about the condition of their heart and what they were choosing
to worship when they turned away from the Lord. So indeed people these days
have moved away from worshipping the wooden idols of old, but today’s idols
have since evolved and are way more advanced.
Think of all the times you are on any social media platforms whilst in
church, or opted to skip service because you were chasing a deal that could
give you money. Watched a movie instead of praying or meditating on the word.
Please do not misunderstand me I am not advocating that people should not have
fun or enjoy their activities. I am highlighting that when you leave the
activities that nourish your SPIRIT in pursuit of things that poison it, you
are prostituting yourself. I created PRIDE and made that my idol and in effect
prostituted my Spirit to Pride.
When we lived above a brothel, I had
time to speak a word or two into their lives but I chose not to, I justified my
actions by saying they would not listen to me or it’s a waste of time. When I
watched the story of Hosea I told
myself that I have neither worshipped idols nor have I created a wooden god of
any sort. I was wrong. I did something
worse; I carved them with my heart. I created pride, self-righteousness,
arrogance and judgement and placed them in my heart. I listened to them and not
the voice of love that was from my God. In those moments, I prostituted
the most precious part of me and that was my spirit to all these gods I
created. It was not my finest moment. I did ask for forgiveness and repented
now I always take every opportunity to speak to someone about the Word
of God to anyone I come across, depending on his or her response I go
all out or sow a seed. Either way, everyone needs to know and hear of the good
news, the word of God.
We have experienced some awesome testimonies
from evangelising that have greatly boosted our business. Even connecting us to
divine helpers that we still talk to today.
When one is called to minister, it’s not your choice to decide where or to whom you minister to. I played Jonah and it was only by Grace that I didn’t get swallowed by the whale. Whether it is to minister to people that want or don’t want to hear the WORD, we are destined to share it. So my fellow brothers and sisters I hope you learn from my experience and
always
share the word of GOD.
